I was scrolling through social media a while back and came across a post that said (Paraphrasing) “We are called to love everyone, but not everyone deserves access”. For some reason, that simple statement resonated with me. Over the next few weeks I would ponder over the statement and try to uncover the “why” behind the familiarity of it.
As someone who has lived with chronic illness for 20+ years, I must admit that at times I have fell into the “people pleasing” cycle. You know the one where you do what other people want you to do; even if you don’t want to, in order to make them happy while leaving you feeling depleted, used and sometimes angry with yourself for not being strong enough to say “No”!
When Love Gets Confused With Access
Living with chronic illness forces you to become intimately aware of your limitations. Energy is not guaranteed. Pain can rewrite plans without warning. Rest is not optional — it is survival.
Yet, for years, I equated love with unlimited availability.
If I loved people, I should show up.
If I cared, I should push through the pain.
If I had faith, I should serve without boundaries.
But chronic illness has a way of exposing unsustainable beliefs. My body simply could not uphold the illusion that I was meant to be everything to everyone.
And that’s when the truth began to surface: love and access are not the same thing.
Jesus Modeled Boundaries
From a faith perspective, this realization was both freeing and convicting. Jesus loved deeply and compassionately, yet He did not grant everyone unrestricted access to His time, energy, or presence.
He withdrew to solitary places to pray.
He rested.
He left crowds to go elsewhere.
He did not heal every single person in every town.
Not because He lacked love — but because He walked in divine wisdom and purpose.
If Jesus Himself practiced boundaries, why do we feel guilty for doing the same?
Chronic Illness and the Cost of People-Pleasing
People-pleasing is particularly dangerous for those of us with chronic illness. The cost is not just emotional; it is physical and spiritual.
Overcommitting can mean:
- Days or weeks of flare-ups
- Increased pain and fatigue
- Mental exhaustion and resentment
- Less capacity for what God actually assigned us to do
Every “yes” given from guilt rather than grace pulls from a reserve we cannot afford to empty.
Love Without Self-Abandonment
Scripture calls us to love our neighbors as ourselves (Mark 12:31). That small phrase — as ourselves — is often overlooked. It implies that self-care is not selfish; it is biblical.
Loving others does not require self-abandonment.
Serving others does not require self-destruction.
Compassion does not require constant availability.
You can pray for someone without answering every late-night call.
You can care about someone without absorbing their chaos.
You can forgive someone without re-entering unsafe spaces.
Boundaries Are Stewardship
When you live with chronic illness, boundaries are not walls of rejection; they are gates of stewardship. They protect the limited strength God has entrusted to you.
We are stewards of:
- Our bodies
- Our energy
- Our peace
- Our calling
Not everyone is meant to have full access to those sacred spaces.
And that is not unloving — it is wise.
Learning to Say No Without Guilt
Saying “no” does not make you a bad friend, a bad Christian, or a selfish person. Sometimes, “no” is the most honest and faithful response you can give.
“No, I can’t commit to that right now.”
“No, I need to rest.”
“No, that doesn’t align with what God is asking of me in this season.”
Each boundary is an act of trust — trusting that God can meet needs you cannot.
Remember, “No” is a complete sentence!
A Healthier, Holier Love
Over time, I’ve come to understand why that social media post resonated so deeply. My spirit recognized a truth my body had been trying to teach me for years: I can love people without giving them unlimited access to me.
And in that realization, I found freedom.
Freedom to rest without guilt.
Freedom to honor my limitations.
Freedom to love from a place of wholeness rather than exhaustion.
Because when love flows from a healthy, guarded heart, it reflects the very heart of God — compassionate, wise, and rooted in truth.
Scripture for Reflection
“Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.”
— Proverbs 4:23
A Closing Prayer
Dear Lord,
Teach me to love as You love — with compassion, wisdom, and truth.
Help me release the guilt of setting boundaries and remind me that my limits are not failures but invitations to depend on You.
Give me discernment to know when to give, when to rest, and when to say no.
Protect my heart, my body, and my peace, so that I may serve You from a place of wholeness rather than depletion.
In Jesus’ name, Amen.
REMEMBER:
You are still loving, even when you set limits.
You are still faithful, even when you choose rest.
And you are still worthy, even when you say no.
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Remember, You Can Do Hard Things!
XO, Windy
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